This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive

~Held Natalie Grant~

Stuck

I keep going through this same cycle. I act like it never happened. I feel nothing. For days. Then I remember. And it's like it just happened, all over again. Someone please tell me this gets easier. That I'll get past this stage of grief.

OB/GYN Appointment Today

I had my follow up appointment with my OB today. Through the miscarriage I found a really great OB/GYN and I really like her, it made the appointment a little easier. It was really hard though to be in a roomful of pregnant women. I just wanted to cry. My friend reminded me that I only know my story; not theirs. Maybe a few short months ago they where going through what I'm going through. I can just hope that soon I join them and grow a big belly.