Part if me is afraid that if I give up this sadness. If I move on and am happy again that I will be somehow losing my baby again. No one will remember my baby, I want her to live on in my heart. But I don't want to let her go...
It is such a struggle, isn't it? We had a failed adoption this summer and this is a continual struggle. I still feel that little girl is my daughter, but I have to let go at the same time.
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It is such a struggle, isn't it? We had a failed adoption this summer and this is a continual struggle. I still feel that little girl is my daughter, but I have to let go at the same time.
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. It's so hard to trust God through it all. I find that everyday, multiple times I have to choose to trust Him.
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