This is my second month trying again since my miscarriage. It was hard at first, I think because it felt like I was letting go and forgetting. It's easier now and I'm back to being so intensely frustrated because I am not pregnant.
I should be pregnant right now. I should have a baby belly. But instead I am trying again. Trying is like torcher. All the anticipation, waiting and disappointment.
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